I got the phone replace. I continue to wreck technology. Not really, but it feels that way. We had an area outage with Comcast at work the day after I get my phone replaced and at the exact same time our dsl line went down because that modem died. I tell ya, I can't win for losing.
It's all ok though. Life continues on and shit continues to go awry regardless of where we are or what we do. I dislike the fact but it's a fact of life. I was on the receiving end of some very bad news (for me mostly but also for my family) for those in the know, so to speak, I didn't get it. I thought I had it. Everything pointed to me getting it but I didn't. So much for finally getting ahead in life.
Now, I could choose to lay down and give up. And I wanted to for a long while here in the last few days. I have beat myself up and told myself that I was worthless. I mean hell, I'm stuck at a dead end job and getting nowhere fast. I have gotten my bachelor's degree in information management and what good has it done me. I have no choices thought. Fact of it is that I have to get up off my ass, kick myself in the ass, and push forward and keep trying. i have to have faith in God and believe that my path will lead me somewhere better that allows me to take care of my family. In the short term, I have to suck it up and do my best where I am.
So, like I have said before, life is a bitch and tough pretty much all the time. I'll just have to keep going and do some kicking back myself.
You'll hear from me soon, I promise.