All made up of pain and rage where things fall apart
I blink in the darkness trying to find the hope to hold on I turn to find someone to turn too But you aren’t there because you don’t care My faith holds me up only so far and I wake alone in the dark Heart beaten and emotion broken, I run to you But you aren’t there because you don’t care. Actions mean more than mere words and painful lessons are taught Rage fills my lungs and air fills my despair as I float in the darkness Like a river runs through the cave; I find my path Blocked by stone walls and hellacious curves that take me nowhere and everywhere. Who do I have to turn too? But you aren’t there because you don’t care. Your empty words hit me with the force of a bomb. I am winded and left burning empty inside. Friends can’t help; family doesn’t know You are supposed to be the one But you aren’t there because you don’t care. Anger turns to rage as rage turns to hate while hates becomes loneliness. Help me, please help me as I fall from a grace I can’t seem to find. My footing leaves me as the ground crumbles to a mountain that I never knew I stood atop Turmoil breads the confusion that is my heart and I watch to see the signs Hard lessons learned as I fight to maintain the center of a balance that I never really had. Heart beaten and emotions torn I find that I am broken Found lost in the shadows, I feel there is no light left for me to shine. Help me, please help me But you aren’t there because you don’t care. |